The Wind

The clouds were thundering

The wind was wild

The soul was shimmering

Watching the barren lands

Rejuvenating again

With the dead remains,

Washed away from the surface

Giving way to the new life latent inside

Dormant, guarded by the ghosts of lifeless

The wind was never this hoarse

Inbuilt barriers were always stronger than its force

And new beginning

Were never able to get that push,

Might of which be able to lead it to the home

But

The barriers are not strong now,

Like they were before

Been threatened to be broken and ripped

Out of the hearts of this captured soul

But can this wind continue its flow

Till the entire barricades are out from the root

Because such winds have blown earlier as well

But this time, I just want complete freedom

Nothing less, any more

Loneliness

How can I show you the world?

Where I have lived in the recent past.

How can I lend you my eyes?

To see the invisible pain I am going through

The days

That you thought were the strings of my happiness

Were just another addition closer to my death

And the day

That you thought was somehow the best

Instead was the one when I wanted to die

Negativity

Flowing through the windows of my heart

And unable I am to shut them down either

Because the day you went out

You broke them all

Leaving me in abyss

Helpless and inexpressible

The Stage

The stage is set to sing the best song of your life

After a long time, someone gets it to do so

Let them hear you loud, making decisions and your choices

Making your days, like a dream come true

I have seen the torture of the powerful here

I have been through the merciless sunsets, countless times

I have traded my wants for my needs here

And have been slaughtered in this crowd

Like a life, worse than the hell at times

But a hope was there, always deep inside

That I am going to gather the strength one day

That one day I will watch, sun rising till the top

And will cherish the moment, through the roads of life

And will send them a message, with a joy in my heart

That yeah, finally

I have set the stage to sing the best song of my life

After a long time though, now the time is mine

Confusion

Sometimes you just can’t articulate

A feeling resting inside of your heart, for so long

Like a wind, with an unknown aroma

Sometimes relaxing, even the most distressing thoughts

And sometimes, setting up a rage inside

Even when the calmness is smeared all around

May be I am afraid of understanding this emotion

Or may be its meaning, is beyond my understanding

But somehow it seems I can’t contain it any longer

As a stranger, with a nameless belonging

And

Words- I am searching for

To bring to the surface

This emotion, swimming deep inside of my heart

To free my self from this jumbled being

And

To rule again the world inside

Lost In The Crowd

Today I was born

And exultant was the world in my eyes

I only knew the language of angels

My mother sang for me every night

I felt lucky to be untaught of the world

That hates the one who smiles a lot

That horrifies the one, who tries to make a change

And sadness was the emotion, faceless yet

I grew with the thought that I am born to live

To dream, to laugh,

To enjoy the moments and every breath I can take

To explore the world with the vision of a child

And see everyone, as they were born to beautify my fate

But, somehow something changed my vision

I didn’t protected that innocence in me

And let killed the world I used to see once,

And forgot the happiness I used to visualize

In every moment, in every sight,

In every situation, even during the darkest night

And all I hear is the mourning of that childhood now

That cries, and saddens to see me now

ME- who have forgotten how to dream

How to laugh again with that soul- vanished somewhere

The Dance

The day is scenic today

And my life seems to be giving something more

My heart is brimming with a fire to relish

And cleanse my dirty soul I have carried all along

Today is the best day to

Dance again

Yesterdays may not have been excessively celebrated

May be tomorrows will embrace hardships again

May be today doesn’t last forever

But in my heart it always will

As a day I was reborn and today it seems is the best day

To dance again

I want again to live in this beautiful world

With a never ending spark

With all the tribulations I may face

And all the happiness yet to come

Because today may be my last day

To dance again

Reflection

A contemplation linger in the vicinity of my mind these days

Trying to give something, more than just happiness

As if wanting me to look beyond the boundaries

My eyes are capable of considering,

As if trying to make me learn a lesson

Never taught to me by anyone in this world

Lesson, with the topic- ‘How to live’

How to hide all your sorrows, to see a smile on others face

How to smile as much as you can to combat the demons

Sitting inside the hearts of our spirits

How to look for sun in your heart

When despair is pouring in the rains of darkness

But can a soul really learn all of it in one go

Can you really climb a mountain in one day?

You have been planning to overcome since your birth

Is it as easy to live as it is to die?

Unable, I am to witness its intentions

Are they here, these feelings- to help me learn

Or prove to me my –helplessness

Let Go

I just want to let go

Some feelings resting inside of my head

Some emotions I himself once created

With an assurance that I can carry them all along

As the strength to fight this jumbled novelty

WORLD

But somehow I feel,

My strength is fading

The weights of these emotions

Is pushing me down, day in and day out

And today I feel, it’s the time to just

Let go

And have a notion of a free soul, again

But is this as easy as we can decide

To throw them away in one go

I have lived this feeling since the day it was born

I have fed these emotions

With all my care and love, making them strong

The central attention of all my thoughts

And the main switch of me in any form

But today,

I feel that everything was just wrong

That I have been fooled

Just to believe in a beautiful lie

That can never be a truth

And

I just want to let go

Let go these feelings tonight.

But is it really easy to let go

A part of you

After knowing that it will always be inactive

Still